Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Scared & Excited!

These days I can’t help but feel a bit overwhelmed. Nothing crazy is happening right now, but the moment I have this baby girl my whole entire life is going to change. (a little dramatic, of course!) If you know me at all you know that I don’t deal with change very well…bad or good! There are days that I worry all day long about how things are going to happen (labor & actually having a baby) and how are we going to make it after I stop working. When i start to budget I just start buying diapers. Poor Barb, if I ask her one more time how long Brooke was in Newborn diapers...she might scream. Jordan has been really great, and goes over "the plan" with me about every day!


This morning I was doing my hair and I saw Brynn’s room in the mirror behind me and I just got really excited & emotional! (At this point I get emotional about everything) But I am so excited to see what she looks like, to meet her, hold her and to be her mom! I don’t think anything can really prepare me for how much love I am going to have for this little lady!



But until then, we wait… and make cute onesies online. Like this one!








Oh, and I promise to post pictures of her nursery this week too...

34 days to go!

9 comments:

Barbara Olsen said...

You will be a wonderful mommy!! It's okay to be scared and excited; just so you know, it doesn't go away after you have her!

Just take it one day at a time and you can ask me only ONE more time how long she was in newborns!! haha.

We are so excited to meet this baby girl, I can't wait!! Love ya Kell!

The Ostlers said...

That little onesie is absolutely adorable! You are going to be so great with her and that little darling is lucky to have you as a mom!

The Dahls said...

I would tell you to not stress but that's not gonna happen. So I will tell you this, it isn't as bad as you think it's going to be. The whole thing- labor/delivery, figuring out how to be a mom, all the changes you're freaking out over will work themselves out. You'll get the hang of it no problem. I was the exact same as you at this point. I think I cried several times ever day. You'll be great.

Shaylee said...

I love ya kell!

Scottie and Tasha said...

You're so funny! Of course I felt the same way!!! Just remember it all works out!

LOVE the onesie- I even brought Scottie in to see it!

Good luck- you'll do great!

Anonymous said...

I can't wait to see pictures of her room!! And of course pictures of her when she gets her!! Everyone is scared and excited even people that have been through it before! You are going to do great!!

dkwalkerfam said...

You will be great! The labor thing wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. It was way harder to adjust to the no sleep thing. I am way excited for you! Its getting way close!!!

Shaun - Jillian said...

That is so exciting! I can't believe that it is getting so close. You will be such a great mom and everything will work out! I can't wait to see pictures of your nursery.

Jordan and Candice said...

Kell I'm so excited for you guys!